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It's dark tonight hold me

Posted on Sep 27th, 2007 by Doug : Back Yard Artist Doug

Oh what am I thinking love

What unimaginable lightness of being overcomes me

Still I fall into darkness,

Still, without stillness


Where are the arms and legs of flesh

the true fingers cooling this fiery flight

the curve of hip

the scent of musky roses

to lay beside me

drink me into the moist warmth

of a darkness shared

until the morning is in the room once more


I need the weight of flesh when I feel this weight

Of my own fallible, fallen

Blood and bones

Sinking through the dry earth

Of rain

Of dry gray, common rocks

On a beach

Devastated by a waning tide

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34 minutes later
shawnmichel said

Very beautiful … and bittersweet … and sad.

Shawn

about 9 hours later
JOANNA said

mmmmmm.. it really resonated with me….

11 months later
adam said

I like it!
It was very beautiful and sad.

Doug : Back Yard Artist
11 months later
Doug said

Hi Adam and thank you!
Welcome to Gaia BTW. Hope to see some of your poetry in the future.

sunshine : kreasun :)
about 1 year later
sunshine said

wow…

Doug : Back Yard Artist
about 1 year later
Doug said

:) TY!
There is a place I go often on my walks called Ano Nuevo which is a little peninsula jutting out into the Pacific just slightly north of Santa Cruz. The water is very blue there and there is a beach on the south side of white sand and grey stones, and the waves roll in rolling the rocks, rolling them back again, lolling me into a trance with their music. And I’m looking at each stone to see which one holds the story, warming it in my left hand and then the right, listening carefully to understand the begining of all this. And slowly I understand that this landscape I move through is a woman who loves me like no other, she is always there waiting for me to see her and she sends the wind to love me too. To swirl about me with her soft breath holding me briefly and then lifting the wings of birds.
And so I am a landscape painter, painting a woman’s body to capture not the outward form but the inward feeling she gives to me, so I can give that back to all who care enough to hold a grey stone in a warm hand.

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