Hum of the Cicada
22 X 28" Watercolor on paper
That evening after you left me sitting by the Lillie pads,
The swamplands
Where wooden boats
Were brought in under the cover of night
And you know they are building now
Above the alcove
Where we lounged that August
Seventeen years ago
Our legs were touching
And I didn't dare move and
I wondered if you noticed
I wanted to say something but
I couldn't
Lest the magic be lost
Like something alive
And buried in the Earth
Covered in the warm darkness
Covered in snow
So I risk nothing and I lost nothing
Just Lillie pads
Floating in the evening light
And even their forms I can't conceive
It's always just the hum of cicadas
On the south side
Of this mountain
That seem to hush
The moment you get close enough
To touch one.
And her arms are the wind
Swirling in the tree tops
And her kiss
Rain
The lost lake of Lakeside Drive
Is now gone
Or maybe I just couldn't find it again
The tree I sat on had to be there then
Because I needed it to be there then
And now
I wander through a grove
Of white Rhododendron
Hearing the hum
So close that I think
It must be me
singing

Help




memories coming alive in the spiralling shades of life.
I adore the sweet sound of you humming, the mix of
lilac & green & the spirals looking like fingerprints
thank you for this one Doug
love & joy tara
Thank you Tara! I like that about the fingerprints! Like the fingerprints on us from the hands that hold us. I feel that touch, the heat, the humidity and I feel the coolness of the breath. What is it about hands that are moved by love that feels so good when we are touched by them?
And the wind is our sigh of release to touch.
Love & hugs Doug
My absolute, all time favorite until you paint another one, Douglass! Do you ever part with these? I don’t see how you could, there’s so much in them. I just purchased two pillow cases from Italy with that exact shade of green/gold. I don’t know what enamors me of such a strange pistachio color. I’m drawn to it like a magpie to a piece of tin foil!
I love the poetry you wove to tell the story of the painting. The air around here lately has been a warm, humid, swamp land kind of feel with the threat of a thunderstorm on the breezes. I can lay on the bank of the swamp and watch the lilies move closer to each other and then farther away. Peaceful.
Girl with a pearl! Thank you! Well I have to part with all of them and as soon as I start the next one I'll have to part with this one too. I can only really work on, love one painting at a time and I have to stay with it until it's born, kind of a serial monagamist.
When I was standing on the mountain side in the clearing where there was a stand of dead trees and all those white Rhododendrons and the black and orange cicada sailing around I had the strongest feeling that I was watching the birth of Eden, the very beginning.
I love this latest painting! Here's why….
–The colors, the swirls, the images, the two sides of it really resonate with my current state of mind. Even though it's about several things, including the hum of the cicada, I see and feel some chaos (my own) in it, but I also see an OKness within the chaos, if that makes any sense. Chaos on the right…OKness on the left….with each one part of the other…
–It's so familiar and real, yet dreamy and kind of surreal…. I see NJ in it, your visit, your connections–all of which are familiar. And I remember you saying that you heard a hum during one of your hikes or walks when you were here. At the same time, it's all kind of surreal and astral… Like that combo a lot.
–The ending…I love how you tied it all together.
This is definitely one of my all-time favorites–painting and poetry. I think the biggest reason is that I had the opportunity to meet you in person. Now your art/writing, etc. are even more real than before. So cool to travel back in time with you here, to recent NJ, distant NJ and all the way back to Eden…..
The magic carpet is really flying now!
Hi Lisa!
Thank you! You know I have this idea about art, particularly work that has been around a while and seen and loved by many. Well first of all the paintings exist, have always existed and then they are gifted into the physical world and they resonate with the love which brought them here to begin with. That love attracts more love and the Art grows. What starts off as personal becomes universal through the love we share. All I ever really do is open the door, but the mystery and the love you see is you and everyone else who creates the Art.
We know you will keep opening doors, Doug, through the Art of your lovely paintings and poetic words. I feel I was taken there and could feel the humidity, the stillness rife with life.
At first I thought I was reading a Mary Oliver poem and was delighted to see it was thee! And delighted to be new friends with you.
Hi Mary! Thank you for joining me here in our dream! I haven't read much Mary Oliver but I just loved the one you have on your blog. I think we might both have a heart the same shape?
beautiful beautiful words and images Doug
I love the idea of these being fingerprints
which are soul patterns and so when you are touched by them
maybe it's like sensing braille. you feel the soul beyond.
i wish I was coming to meet all the rest of you next month
but alas, with be in africa with family and friends
Love it Doug, and the poem Dying to know your method here, wax resist or laborious infilling?
I can hear the cicadas humming and vibrating from your painting, very synesthetic. I love the magical, mystical way you look at things- enraptured in the mystery, the sacredness of seemingly ordinary things, and the profound connectedness of all things. You have a gift of the expression of words, too, that paints itself in a magical way as if I, the reader were there participating. Lovely.
Hi Jena and thank you for what you are adding here!
Yes, I would love to meet you and if not this time then next time. Africa sounds like a real step down from the Oregon trip. Yeah Right!
Bring back lots of photos K?
Thank you Gael! I don’t do laborious as it would come through as tiring. What I do for the spirals and other fine lines is use a masking fluid. The masking fluid goes on first before the painting is started. Later the masking fluid is removed easily with an eraser and I’ll either leave them white or paint into them. With transparent paint they’ll always be there even if they are just a ghost.
Hi Loraine! If you feel it then you are participating in the experience, in the creation and I’m confused about time because I was remembering I was there in Poe Valley watching the creation of the garden but now I’m thinking I was here first creating the garden with all you loving Gaians and I took it with me to share with the wind and eagles and trees and other winged beings. Maybe both things are happening right now?
Is it a special art masking fluid Doug, or something like white opaque / tippex? I'm curius as I am thinkng of daubing a bit of paint about - just for pleasure.
Hi Gael, Here are a few resources for you and happy painting!
I’d love to see what you do when you’re ready to share.
Watercolor masking fluid
How to use it.
Don’t use a good brush and here is a tip regarding.
you conveyed sound in this painting and colors and images in your poetry. bravo.
thank you for sharing doug.
samme
Both the painting and the poem are so sensual. And, how I define “sensual” is something which enlivens the senses. I love the use of colour and movement in the painting. The lines in the poem which were particularly “enlivening” were:
Our legs were touching
And I didn't dare move and
I wondered if you noticed
I wanted to say something but
I couldn't
Lest the magic be lost
Like something alive
And buried in the Earth
Covered in the warm darkness
Covered in snow
Your work always reminds me how incredible we can be if we just let go and be a conduit for Divine Energy.
Ah Shucks.. Thank you Samme!
I was thinking about those thorn bushes with the roses and the rose bushes with thorns and you know what?
I am glad the thorn bush has roses and the rose bush has thorns and I love them both because they are me, they are you. What would we do if we only had roses?
We'd be really challeged loving the thorns and the thorns might never get what they need to become a rose.
Hi Catherine! Thank you! Wow I'm feeling like kelp flowing in the tide and I'm just loving the way it feels to be held, to hold on to an otter as she feeds on the energy of the earthy flesh tones and laughter on the beach over there. And they see her and wish they could be so free and alive.
Hi! treck treck treck well finally I arrived over here. Saw this, then the usual response– “I don't DO poetry. What else is here?” Then I told myself, “Just read some of it, geez, why not?” And then I said, “'Cause we don't got TYME!” And then I said, “You're whining.” So I read it. It's interesting how the different areas of the mind take over, isnt it? Your poem told me about the way a moment in time (not TYME) and our consciousness at that moment are inseperable, and maybe can't be found again. Last night I dreamed that I was pregnant with the baby ( a beautiful daughter it will be) of my dearest friend who has passed away. I kept looking for people who loved him, but nobody would speak of anything except how dangerous this person was. That's not true at all! There were also four mice growing in my stomach, and they burrowed out and ran away, leaving the baby safe in a different compartment. This was supposed to be proof to me of how awful my friend was. But the mice would never hurt me. The thing is, we used to live together in Sonoma County, and your poem evoked for me the positive memories of this person. And now my eyes are full of tears… Oh, my goodness, those summer days! Where do they go?
I believe we are already tied into it Doug.
The colors how they swirl and draw me in…
deeper and deeper.
I hear the explosions in the distance…over the hum of the Cicada
~lars
Hey Thanks Larry! The video is excellent! So I am hoping the Cicada have the ear of the Muses, yes I believe they do!
The tree I sat on had to be there then
Because I needed it to be there then
It must've been. I'm sure of it. and my legs are all hypersensitive after reading this. thanks for waking me up to those senses I was ignoring for most of today. :-)
HI Dawn! A big hug to balance the hypersensitive legs. Your legs will say to each other “Hey did you notice something is going on up there?” ” Yeah I did! Do you think we're invited?” ” Well yeah! We did have to stand you know, although I did notice you're leaning into me. Are you awake?”
nice. I'm laughing out loud. and my legs are awake again this morning. they think we should go dancing, but they want to get shaved and moisturized first. instead I'm just going to dance around the house wearing slippers and finish editting photos from the wedding. :-)
1st thing I thought was, wow good colour!
Then - it's a diptych
playing off with and from each other;
on the left its the thing/landscape
and on the right,
its like looking through
(…something as one does cloud, when flying over earth) - zooming out
the landscape/sense more complicated
Ah Hummy you're back! Thank you for your comment and congratulations! I was over on your pages the other day but was really quiet as I didn't want to disturb you and Gien. I'm so happy for you two!
All my love.
thank you Doug - so much!
I have posted a blog now
biig love