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Sometimes I think

Posted on Oct 23rd, 2009 by Doug : Back Yard Artist Doug
Stars
Sometimes I think
I'm standing on the outside of a glass window
my hands, face pressed in to see
and like a ghost she stands there
at first and maybe never seeing me out here
and now I'm seeing you pressed in.
you heard something calling
from the other side
and you've been lost so long
in the forests of Dandaka,
so long you have forgotten
the belonging and
you feel the phantom severed wings of Jatayu.
the magical deer to please you
allusively, transform, evaporate,
and yet
I'm pressed against the glass here.
I'm seeing now I've already been broken
the red wine glass in my hands shattered
and if you press in any closer to me Love.
Crashing dreams, wind through smoke
emptied the space between stars....
you will know the longing.
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Shanti : Wild Grace
about 15 hours later
Shanti said

Yeah Sometimes I think tooo……… And then sometimes I don't have to think, and pure feeling rushes in. Good poetry is better than all the wine in the world. May your longings be always beautiful! Big Love, Aum Shanti

mary : untitled
about 15 hours later
mary said

wither we wander
we are lost
our future
lost
our past, too
lost
we are ghosts
clad in flesh and bone
pressed to the glass
bloody-fingered and longing

yet what is this, in the fiery dawn?
something forms in the mist
as a path opens, like a rose
like a fountain, upholding
like rainbow, shimmering
and dew, like diamonds
captured in a teardrop

something draws itself up
like thunder from the deeps
as two heartbeats collide
and the sky dissolves
and everything pours
like liquid fire
as even space disappears
for this one long instant
of eternity
then recedes like a tide
to gather beneath and below
the next magma storm

Doug : Back Yard Artist
1 day later
Doug said

Hi Shanti and TY! Oh god I love how that pure feeling just rushes through the cracks. I notice how water flows through the fallen. It's where I want to be, there, there.

Ah Mary thank you sweetie! I love the spontaneous poems that erupt out of you. Man I don't want to get burned (or do I????) Getting too close to the liquid fire in you. But then again I like my marshmallows burnt real good! Smiles and Big hugs Love!

Just Me : just me
9 days later
Just Me said

You do good work my friend, an artist as in old, carving from marble angels with wings already in flight.
=}

Nicole : wakingdreamer
9 days later
Nicole said

ah, that longing… you must know Rilke's Duino Elegies, from the first one:

Oh, and the night, the night, when the wind full of space
wears out our faces – whom would she not stay for,
the longed-for, gentle, disappointing one, whom the solitary heart
with difficulty stands before. Is she less heavy for lovers?
Ah, they only hide their fate between themselves.
Do you not know yet? Throw the emptiness out of your arms
to add to the spaces we breathe; maybe the birds
will feel the expansion of air, in more intimate flight.

Doug : Back Yard Artist
9 days later
Doug said

Thank you Just Me!

And Nicole Thank you and no I hadn't until now and Wow! Nice!!!

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