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Butterfly-Spider

Posted on Oct 31st, 2009 by Doug : Back Yard Artist Doug
Butterfly_spider2

The black see-through lace
dry, bodiless, bloodless
extinct wings
fluttering silver silky web
evening

Emergence, such color
flight
vanished. Grey.

A Hunter's moon trapped
Intention feasts
on these brief forms of the lovely,
the memory of a kiss
in the belly
of a woman breast earth.

Even as I grow distant
I love you with all of my fire
descending
into the other realms
beyond this one;
where you eat me
alive, pieces,
paralyzed, silent.

I remember the first time you touched me.
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mary : untitled
about 4 hours later
mary said

tis only dismemberment
teasing you awake
through the birth canal
nothing to fear
there is nowhere to go
but here
where the night meets the day
a slim chance that the sky will open
and pull from this mortal coil
the only thing that is real
the rest falls away
to join the husks in a pile
beneath the webworks
while spirit soars
free of even wings

Nicole : wakingdreamer
about 7 hours later
Nicole said

is there life and freedom in flight beyond the capture and the consuming? love you

Doug : Back Yard Artist
about 14 hours later
Doug said

Thank You Mary!
I'm recalling that dismemberment is an honor and it's a shamanic initiation, the gateway through which we are permitted to enter other realms. But damn my self importance fights back like a MoFo sometimes!

Love you too Nicole and TY! I guess this flesh world really is just one big happy meal?

Attainment : Cheyenne Steele
about 15 hours later
Attainment said

Jesus~!

Attainment : Cheyenne Steele
about 15 hours later
Attainment said

sorry, Doug!  I must add to the last statement!  “Jesus” is often the word I use when too many emotions run through me at once. (smile!)

Those moments of penetrating love is only momentary, but in that moment a window opens.  Through that window time disappears, distance disappears, thou disappears, “I” disappear…just for a moment!  Then there's the dark nite, eaten dead - separation and great suffering.  Now I have tasted death.  The sweetness of it.  Now I cannot be imprisoned in any web..!

Enjoyed your poem!  even the mere taste of it!

with love!
Cheyenne

Amber : Smilemaker
1 day later
Amber said

That was pearly…

sky watcher : soul in search
1 day later
sky watcher said

Awesomely mixing smiles with tears and warmth with departure
:) & ~~~

Doug : Back Yard Artist
1 day later
Doug said

Hi Cheyenne and TY! Saturday morning I was sitting quietly on side yard, there's a pine tree there and in the crevices of bark black severed insect wings hung from a spider web. I had that morning after feeling, the beds were all disheveled, beer bottles rolled against the coffee table and the ghost of the last guest hovered in the open doorway and the party is over.
Well at least until the next one!

Hi Pearly! We can take turns K? Who do you wanna be first, the spider or the butterfly?

Welcome Sky Watcher and TY! You know I'd know those “:)&~~~” anywhere! :-)&~~~

j : peace on earth
1 day later
j said

WOW my socks just disappeared from my feet (:

Shazzaaam…

BEAUTIFUL Doug

Doug : Back Yard Artist
1 day later
Doug said

I think we are OK as long as your shoes are still on… well wait a minute come to think of it???
Smiles

Thank you Janie!

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