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A World Imagined

Posted on Mar 13th, 2009 by Doug : Back Yard Artist Doug
The world is a place imagined
And there is nothing
Just thought
Inflating form

Perhaps it was that first day in fourth grade
When the change occurred
When it occurred to me
That everything had already been
Imagined
That the world was somehow
Complete
Without me

I sat at a wooden desk in a wooden chair
In a brick building on Academy Street
Glass windows
Imagined
I don’t know how long ago
Like numbers and letters
Like 1 + 1 = 1
And the two shall become one flesh
All imaginings
Of dead guys

Oh but the maple trees
Through the glass windows
The whirly birds falling green on the sidewalk
Where we line up single file
To enter the bus
They are their own imaginings
Refusing to get on the bus
But allowing their forms
To be altered
Into the desk
Into the chair
Into this human-centric world imagination

And I remember becoming frightened then
I saw the part I needed to play
Learned the rules
Of this imagining
But what if they ever found out that I’m faking?
That I’m really not part of the imagined
What if I,
like the tree
Refuse to get on the bus?
What if I sell this imagined world?
Sell my birth lie
To buy my birth right
Can you imagine that?





Man who sold the world

We passed upon the stairs,
We spoke of was and when
Although I wasnt there
He said I was his friend
Which came as a surprise
I spoke into his eyes -- I thought you died alone
A long long time ago

Oh no, not me,
We never lost control,
Youre face to face,
With the man who sold the world

I laughed and shook his hand,
I made my way back home,
I searched for form and land,
Years and years I roamed,
I gazed a gazely stare,
We walked a million hills -- I must have died alone,
A long long time ago.
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Jeannie : Artist / Mother / Friend
about 21 hours later
Jeannie said

We were taught to sell the pitch, did we believe it? Could we become a confidant and inspire others to believe? 


We are as the trees with their whirlybirds spinning in the breeze. For a time we have listened but have not believed.


The Master Magician had the truth up his sleeve!


 

Centria : Full Moon
about 22 hours later
Centria said

Mesmerizing poems, Doug.  Just thought inflating form   I suddenly felt like I was a balloon lifting off into the air and your poem floated me above the trees until suddenly


What if I,
like the tree
Refuse to get on the bus?
What if I sell this imagined world?
Sell my birth lie
To buy my birth right
Can you imagine that?


and then the air went out of the balloon and I was left back on earth rebirthed from the imagined world.


 



Amber : Smilemaker
1 day later
Amber said

Ah, Douglass, this was so, so amazing! I don’t know about you but I’m selling my birth whatever that ties me to the railroad tracks of life before the I get hit by the runaway train!

I always called those maple seeds ‘helicopters’… I wonder how many names they answer to?

Smiles



Peace Seeker : whirled peas :-)
2 days later
Peace Seeker said

When I was a child, I would never have refused to get on the bus–but nowadays the refusal to get on is second nature to me.
Awesome poem.

Doug : Back Yard Artist
3 days later
Doug said

Hi Jeannie, I always think that the story of Jonah is about this, it’s about getting over our fears to say what we really need to say. It’s scary to say no!

Hi Kathy, So nice to see you and yeah I float sometimes too, usually it’s my own hot air and I get so high that the ground takes on an unreal look, like everything is a toy and then POP, SPLAT! Hmmm there is a reason for these balloons beyond my own entertainment?

Hey Pearly, I think some of us need to get whacked by a run away train and some of us need to be the run away train.

Hi PS, It’s good to see you and TY!
This morning I was thinking about a third possibility to either getting on the bus or refusing to get on the bus. It seems like we can do both, we can be on the bus in a public sense but privately be anywhere but on the bus. We do that when we love someone, we get on the bus, we fill a form and role that is expected of us and yet we no longer act from fear.
We’re on the bus and off of the bus at the same time.


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