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Le Nebbia (The Fog)

Posted on Sep 3rd, 2009 by Doug : Back Yard Artist Doug

It’s just about a full moon tonight

And there are the most incredible white clouds, eyes

Looking at me

At the big dipper dripping white honey into a little dipper

And I smile thinking what a dip I am

I tell you I’m separate

Separating

From what?

Your eyes that don’t see me?

But want to?

Do they?

Do I see you?

 

Tonight I see clouds

Le Nebbia

The fog

Horn cries

I hear the calling of me

 

If I were that fisherman

I would be rising now

From a warm bed

Wondering why?

Or maybe not, knowing

That going to sea

Is just what I do

How I leave you

Every day of our lives

But I am not the one

Risking my life on the angry waves

I’m just leaving

And I don’t know where or why

Only that

It’s almost a full moon tonight

And I hope I find

something

To bring home

When there is none,

but the white clouds are so incredible tonight.

Poised as they are between the moon and the stars

Needing nothing but the air they float in.

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Why?

Posted on Sep 18th, 2009 by Doug : Back Yard Artist Doug

Why do we not get angry

With flowers when they

Drop their soft petals and

Die in winter?

 

Why do we linger in

The memory of the cold

Dark, alone

In our pleasureless rooms and

Those long endless nights?

 

Why can’t you come out

To play today on

The very first day of

Spring and the forsythia

In your yard just

Bloomed so happy yellow?

And that scent…..

I could just fall in the tall grass and

dream all spring and

All summer, fall

Come with me till winter?

 

Oh to be a gopher

And hide in your hole

All day

And sneak out

A head popping out

Of a dark hole

In the moonless night

To steal a mouth

Of sweet grass

Before feathers

Swoop down from the sky,

To take you now.

 

And I am a horse

That grazes freely

All day long.

And I love the mornings.

That very first flower.

And I am complete

Fallen into balance

With the universe

Strung between

My desire and

My integrity, winter, Spring!
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You

Posted on Sep 18th, 2009 by Doug : Back Yard Artist Doug

I think we can find the resonance between us

I am gone

Slided on the far side

Of the Earth

It was nice to reflect on you

The solar scent on your moon

Whirling

It is dark

Are you near?

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I was thinking of you tonight, and it's so nice to think about, think about, think about,
the feeling now memories upon feeling as if feeling is new.

and I don't know about me but I know about mmmmmmm......You
take me!!!
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I Wait for You

Posted on Sep 22nd, 2009 by Doug : Back Yard Artist Doug
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I wait for you

Are you strong enough to love me in physical ways
so far away from my blood and skin?
can you dance with my drum
to the smoke signals I send
from my far away place?
And I'm so far away,
line of sight
it takes wave upon wave upon wave upon wave upon wave
before you see the hand that is not mine

And I would never have wished this on you
in all the billion years I have been evolving
into the man that you want with all of your desire
with the soft touch of lonely sheets on your 3AM thighs
restless for something more
then a breeze stroking the hair from your face
then my words which haunt you
then the dream you are flying to me
flying through the dark canyons
where I wait for you tonight.
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Morning Coffee

Posted on Sep 23rd, 2009 by Doug : Back Yard Artist Doug
Mistyautumn
You curled in the corner of morning

chill in the air misty

I'm wandering through the hallways

with hot coffee

browns and dull yellow, bruised oranges,

the smoky brick reds of city streets,

leaves sodden in the gutter,

rows and rows of narrow hallways

seep through the windows cracks.


I wonder where annual beauty goes

no longer languishing openly across the pillows

liquid sun drenched Monet,

smiles enticing and daring

covered now in flannel and the dull gray light

of a rain day.

Nothing but time to be alone now.
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Migration Fly Way

Posted on Sep 25th, 2009 by Doug : Back Yard Artist Doug
Migration_fly_way
You told me you were falling for me
and now I'm fallen
into feeling out, in, out,
wanting so much,
exclusively,
hidden away somewhere
for me, only, my eyes, skin
resisting
this urge
for you only
having to hold
a pink shimmering rope
of unconditional love,
of openess
to all, everything.
and yet I understand
the day you tell me
some escape
for an hour,
a day, week, month
forever.
But it won't make it any
easier,
just because I know,
understand.
To connect in these
rubberbands of electricity
current of
Mmmmmm.....Snap!
And these shreads of skin
on the end of a wire
waiting again
abandoned,
to the migration fly way.
Leafing.
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